Do I like to feel broken?
Do I sit around and think about it - well years ago I did - all the time. Now I think about it, I might discuss it with a friend, I'll write it down, and then when I am ready I will rip the paper up and I WILL LET IT GO - a decision that I make. I'm not keeping old baggage anymore. Not that it didn't hurt or I will never think about it again - I'm just letting go of what I can.
Then I also have to make the decision to forgive - myself or someone else and sometimes God. Yes I hate to admit it, but sometimes I get mad at God for him allowing some of the things I've been through or seen to happen. I don't get it - then I realize it is not mind to get it is mine to belief that in the end everything WILL work out according to his will.
And you know what I feel the result is for me - from all this brokenness?
It does feel like a parachute that carries me - like I am in God's arms sometimes just being held - especially when I can't hold myself up. And that parachute is also the strength I've earned for carrying and going through all the pain I've been through. Pain DOES make you stronger.
And maybe it is not a pretty parachute - all nice and tidy - but it is a parachute that works.
What is your opinion - do you have a parachute? How do you handle your brokenness?
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